Where do you turn when you hit a fork in the road?

May 19, 2005 09:25



yeah that sounds about right lol

Yeah sometimes I say things, extreamly dumb things. I look back at them later that day thinking to myself "why the fuck did i say that"..... i guess they just sounded good at the time in my head... haha im such a tard.

After I got back from taryns house last night I went over to a old highschool friends house and drank. When I got home I wrote all my thoughts on a peice of paper... and once I woke up I read them impressed at not only by the content of the writing but how well written they were.

I do not know what has been going on with me latly. Ive been drinking more than I ever have. I blame it on it being summer, but honestly I even question myself sometimes. I would rather not drink, but it seems like every night i feel empty, and atempt to fill that emptiness with liqure. I realize its a childish idea but night after night it helps excape me from my thoughts. You all know what im talking about... when the lights turn off in your bedroom, and your trying to fall asleep. Those thoughts have been very haunting latly.

I have reached another confusing time in my life. I guess you could say I have been crusing down a road... no worries no nothing, and now i have reached a fork in the road............. should I turn left?, or right?
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