cause you've been nighttiming baby it's outta control
ugh i need to stop being so boring... be more explorative of who i can be... be me. more. like times ten maybe. i think i'm just really lazy. i met this guy jeff at union hall last weekend and he was so cool to talk to but then he left and/or lost us. i remember he said i should go to halo with him. okay the "with him" part was actually really ambiguous and possibly not in there at all but whatever. so i saw him again last night at the strat and i was so excited and i talked to him and he was really nice and i got his number!! i want to be his friend. lol. :( and is everyone so much more vulnerable than they let on? is this truth what lies underneath all of our outer shells? i find it so stupid... why do we hide and disconnect ourselves? all the while trying to find someone to connect to and open up to but we don't know who we're looking at when we're looking and picking someone out. it just makes no sense to me.
i feel really unprepared to go to work at kelsey's. :( it's so stressful and annoying. i suppose it should be over soon enough. i hate having to go through this though.