freedom

[airotciv88]

haha. no it's not sembreak though i wish it is. i'm just free! the start of my week (and the end of my last week) was just..terrible...? i had my 2nd long exam in math last friday and i wasn't able to study as much for that. i studied the night before which is WRONG!! anyway, fastforward to sunday when i went back to the condo so that i could study for math midterms. and i did study. i was solving and solving and solving; wasting several sheets of yellow pad. monday, i cut chemistry to study more for math. which i did although there were distractions already since i was studying in matteo with my blockmate. ingay kasi! haha! after the test, i did not feel confident about my performance. i don't know why i wasn't confident when i practiced/studied naman. after the midterm, i got back my long exam. shyet. i passed. but shyet. yun lang yun. aah!! my grades...  argh. and then tuesday, i was half-day; i was supposed to study after school for my chem long exam the next day. but noooo.. my groupmates and i ended up meeting in cantina!! to fix our chem group report which is also due the next day. haha. laughtrip, since we were working in cantina, we bought one iced tea and 3 of us shared. ha ha ha! got back here at around 6. i rested/gathered all my things to so that i can start studying for chem already. but i had to go online to send to my groupmate the file so that he can edit his part. i thought it was through so i told kris (my groupmate) i'll go ahead. but before that, i read our chem paper and SHiT.. it was just wrong. our paper did not talk about anything. or at least, i did not understand our point. it was obvious that we did our own part and we just put it together. there was no transition, there was no clear connection between each part. i mentioned that to kris and he agreed. we had to fix the paper!! it sucks. we finished at 230 am. HA HA HA HA. we barely got to study for the long test. damn. woke up at 6 or so to study.  luckily, i had a free cut that day before chem and i went straight to the lib to study. actually, it was all good, it was the most productive study time for me. i got to study. but damn. the test was pretty confusing. some parts at least. the heck. AAH. i'm still not used to it. still adjusting!! is that normal? is everyone adjusted to the college vibe already? hard hard hard.. :( oh my math midterms. HAH. i passed. but low. DAMN.. ahahahaha.

shit, problema naman for next week: research more for filipino. modernismo and ako ang daigdig. ANG HIRAP NG FIL!!! :( AAAAH