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these days i find myself in such extremes. i lost myself this fall to a situation i was not at all prepared for. i doubted its existence and fell victim to its potency. id love to blame it on the stress of my classes, the lack of satisfaction in my projects, the sleep deprivation, and the recognition of how distant i have become from so many of my good friends and family. All of which were crucial in this toxic mixture of absence, however there was another factor i just never considered that has left me in complete shambles. disappointment.