Oh God Another Monday

Feb 21, 2005 14:01

well yestrday i went to go watch the movie constantine it was good i liked it and things were fun yesterday to some extent. i feel like i've achieved somethings i never thought i would have but for some reason i'm not to excited. i learned some interesting things i only a couple more credits of my basic in college to get my assoc. degree cool huh i but i dont feel too excited like i thought it was gonna be oh well. today i hope just to make it threw the day so i just woke up like 40 mins. ago. things are still so awesome i must say with this one girl haha. i sure wish i was down there i wanna go to the dam beach so bad i'm the whitest i've ever been in a long time which i'm not to excited to say either. hmm i think i'm going hom to surprise my family i wish to see them once more funny how that works out. all my life was trying to get away from home now more than anything i wish to go back to the place that kept me prisoner for so long la feria. la feria how can i wanna go back there ? dont you wish you just never had to think about anything and that everything would just fall into place cuz i tell you what i hate thinking i wish things would just go away. hmm should i just cut off all communication with la feria would that solve my little problem?

who knows, well today i think i'm gonna go buy me a fish so i have someone to talk to in my appartment whenever i'm bored and lonely. i'm getting pretty bored i think i might just go get another tattoo it seemed to get unbored last time. oh for those of you who dont know i have two tattoos now. the last one i got cuz i was bored at whichita falls tx. now i think i'll get one over here. well in my next entry we shall see if i got another tattoo or not cuz i'm trying to save up money for some stuff i guess. bye for now.

oh waite no i'm gonna go flying omg theres nothing better to put your mind at ease flying threw clouds knowing nothing can ever touch you when your so high. the only bad thing is when your at the top theres nowhere to go but down and that can hurt haha. life is a roller coaster i was once told i think. my life on the other hand is everything short of a roller coaster i wish the falls and dips in my life where fun but nah. i'm not liking this writing down thing cuz it seems like i'm putting too much don't you think kinda scary for me i'm suppose to be big tuff mike not worried and confused and scared what is wrong with me?
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