Bout time
It has been SOO long since I last updated, Not like I do this for any particular reason anyway. . I have been in Motown for some time now and I really enjoy it. I have Cathy and quiet. I do miss Jai and my fam but I talk to them both pretty much everyday. A good thing about moving out is I can come and go as I please (obviously) and that I think for the first time in my life I am the one who has the majority of my clothes instead of AlexiS. Nordiac is still alive (thank God) and life for the most part is Rosy.
I love painting. It is my new cathartic release. Unfortunantly other aren't so merry abou tmy talent. I know I should do it for myself, but I don'tthink anyone can argue the fact that it's nice to have someone appreciate your work. So when my family couldn't interpret a peice of mine and then proceede to laigh abou tit when I'm not around, it just hurts. I know Jai is going to yell at me for this, but I can't help but stll have it on my mind. I have this little seed of doubt in my head.
It's good to hear from Cole. Nice to know he is alright. He now has only a monthe or o left and I think my Parents are going to enprison him when he visits. I will be damned if the first thing Cole does when he gets back here is go to Waffle house. I hate that...I really do. It kills my mom to not spend time with him because he is sleeping after a nite of fun. I understand that he just wants to see everyon, but he needs to understand that even though we will be there for him whenever he calls it still hurts that he abuses that affection that he hopefully treasures. I hate how the world stops for them when they come up. It's just not right......but I have a feeling that that won't change.
I love painting. It is my new cathartic release. Unfortunantly other aren't so merry abou tmy talent. I know I should do it for myself, but I don'tthink anyone can argue the fact that it's nice to have someone appreciate your work. So when my family couldn't interpret a peice of mine and then proceede to laigh abou tit when I'm not around, it just hurts. I know Jai is going to yell at me for this, but I can't help but stll have it on my mind. I have this little seed of doubt in my head.
It's good to hear from Cole. Nice to know he is alright. He now has only a monthe or o left and I think my Parents are going to enprison him when he visits. I will be damned if the first thing Cole does when he gets back here is go to Waffle house. I hate that...I really do. It kills my mom to not spend time with him because he is sleeping after a nite of fun. I understand that he just wants to see everyon, but he needs to understand that even though we will be there for him whenever he calls it still hurts that he abuses that affection that he hopefully treasures. I hate how the world stops for them when they come up. It's just not right......but I have a feeling that that won't change.