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things lately feel very slow and dragged out. what i mean by this is that its like everything is in slow motion... i don't know if its really just me or things in general. i have become restless again within myself and anxious. i feel like a rocket that is about to go off and blast off into outerspace! would that really be so bad anyways? im hoping the pace will pick up and i can continue with my plans. i don't expect anyone to actually get what i am talking about... this is just me babbling im sure.
i have been spending entirely too much time alone. its making me feel very anxious. i just want to do something fun and hang out with someone that doesn't make me skin crawl... =P
so to be more productive, i started cleaning out my room and started getting out books to read...started on one last night... i think the hook is in my mouth...and its really in there. this book is already amazing..and i didn't want to put it down.... more reading tonight i think... gosh i have missed reading... ! its good for my brain...
i really do love coming up here to this "cyber lounge" to mess around.. i am tempted to bring my wii up here and play it out their big screen! do you think they would get upset? =P i miss my wii playing time! rawrrrrr...
i have met a few interesting people here...there other night was a guy that loves praying mantis' and bugs as much as i do! maybe more.. =D that is exciting.. man i love bugs, soo much!
everything else is ok..i want to start doing something new every day... i need something in my life that is is really lacking lately...hmph...
maybe i should try writing in here...
lj is like banging my head against the wall though... i just can't really get into it anymore...haven't been able to for years...
i have been spending entirely too much time alone. its making me feel very anxious. i just want to do something fun and hang out with someone that doesn't make me skin crawl... =P
so to be more productive, i started cleaning out my room and started getting out books to read...started on one last night... i think the hook is in my mouth...and its really in there. this book is already amazing..and i didn't want to put it down.... more reading tonight i think... gosh i have missed reading... ! its good for my brain...
i really do love coming up here to this "cyber lounge" to mess around.. i am tempted to bring my wii up here and play it out their big screen! do you think they would get upset? =P i miss my wii playing time! rawrrrrr...
i have met a few interesting people here...there other night was a guy that loves praying mantis' and bugs as much as i do! maybe more.. =D that is exciting.. man i love bugs, soo much!
everything else is ok..i want to start doing something new every day... i need something in my life that is is really lacking lately...hmph...
maybe i should try writing in here...
lj is like banging my head against the wall though... i just can't really get into it anymore...haven't been able to for years...