:{near future..}:
ive been thinking about alot of things and what i would like to see in my life. i want some real STABILITY. i keep thinking about what i would really like to do for a career.. ofcourse my dream is to one day open a bakery.. or to have a shop that sells cute kawaii stuff..hell i could combined them, maybe one day. i would like to live in a place that is big enough to create and be productive with my arts and photography. i want to be able to have all my stuff out where i can see it, because for the past 10 years, most of my stuff has stayed in boxes. i want to decorate my place the way i have always dreamed. i have so many ideas and its just overwhelming. i get butterflies thinking about all the things i would like to do and try... its driving me nuts.. i want to have a better life, i want to be more healthy... i want to feel like i am LIVING, not drowning... i can't remember the last time i really got to have any fun.. and this may sound somewhat depressing...but its because i am depressed..and it has taken a long time for me to feel like this. is it true that you truly have to get tired in order to make yourself get motivated?
while i think on it some more.. im going to watch food network..i love it..
while i think on it some more.. im going to watch food network..i love it..