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omg i think i drive myself crazy
im not sure if i should go back to school or not... time is running out for me to decide. i dont know what to do. with getting all the house stuff ready and so on.. i dunno if it would be a good idea financially to go back to school. i think i'll just stress myself out. do i need more stress? but i feel like my time to go to school is running out. what the fuck am i doing with my life?? i dont knowwwww. im not going to be happy with myself either way. i go back to school while working 38 hours a week and having no time to myself i probably wont be happy.... i dont go to school, feel like a loser, and only work... still wont probably be happy.
im such a disappointment to myself. im going to bed.
im not sure if i should go back to school or not... time is running out for me to decide. i dont know what to do. with getting all the house stuff ready and so on.. i dunno if it would be a good idea financially to go back to school. i think i'll just stress myself out. do i need more stress? but i feel like my time to go to school is running out. what the fuck am i doing with my life?? i dont knowwwww. im not going to be happy with myself either way. i go back to school while working 38 hours a week and having no time to myself i probably wont be happy.... i dont go to school, feel like a loser, and only work... still wont probably be happy.
im such a disappointment to myself. im going to bed.