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I found this....er poem?... that I wrote in 10th grade. hahahahah interesting........
IF I could change I would take back the words I said
Retrace every step you and I had made
If I could go back to the way it was before, I would
If I could change anything I would change the end
It's easier to Dream
Replacing the past with how it should have been
So much easier to change
And yet I remember the laughter that we had
Bringing back these memories I want to live again
Sometimes I dream of letting go
And taking back what I never had
hahahah all I can say is.. wow what a dork! LOL
*SIGH* I wish I could go back and start everything over. I would do so many things differently, it's so hard to change things now. Why does life gotta be so hard? (at least mine is) it's kind of scary to think that I am gradutaing (hopefully) this year, and then it's on with the rest of my life. I mean what if I go with my plans and then things aren't how I thought they were, or I end up regreting everything? Am I gonna marry the right guy? Am I even gonna get married? will I enjoy my future career? what do I do if I don't? Am I gonna be able to pay for school and stuff?
I dunno I think I am worrying too much. oh well.
ONLY 3 MORE WEEKS!!!!
IF I could change I would take back the words I said
Retrace every step you and I had made
If I could go back to the way it was before, I would
If I could change anything I would change the end
It's easier to Dream
Replacing the past with how it should have been
So much easier to change
And yet I remember the laughter that we had
Bringing back these memories I want to live again
Sometimes I dream of letting go
And taking back what I never had
hahahah all I can say is.. wow what a dork! LOL
*SIGH* I wish I could go back and start everything over. I would do so many things differently, it's so hard to change things now. Why does life gotta be so hard? (at least mine is) it's kind of scary to think that I am gradutaing (hopefully) this year, and then it's on with the rest of my life. I mean what if I go with my plans and then things aren't how I thought they were, or I end up regreting everything? Am I gonna marry the right guy? Am I even gonna get married? will I enjoy my future career? what do I do if I don't? Am I gonna be able to pay for school and stuff?
I dunno I think I am worrying too much. oh well.
ONLY 3 MORE WEEKS!!!!