I'm So Ronery!

Jan 19, 2005 18:17

Hey people, I decided that I haven't posted a real entry in a while so I kinda decided too. I don't really know what to write. I guess some "life" updates are in order. Well um, the Jason thing is over. Yes Zach, I did like him, don't throw a hissy fit or anything. I'm cool with it. I mean I liked him yeah, but i'm more just in this really lonely hitch right now. And apparently I have some random people trying to cheer me up or give me advice or whatever but its kind of just annoying a little. Thanks to whomever you are, but the whole not telling me who you are, and saying that you know how i feel, doesn't fly with me. Yeah sure plenty of people have been in my position before, but everything effects people differently. Like for me, i'm lonely... this a) brings me back to the same feelings I had when i was both boyless and friendless from 3rd grade till 7th... not the happiest time in my life. Anyways. But b) its makes me think of Terry, yes Terry. Call me whatever you want but it just sucks lately thinking about how I dont understand how he can live knowing all that has happened. But anyways, so i've been in a funk. It's been like forever since i've been in a functional relationship. So whatever. That's been the big emotional stuff lately.
As for some other stuff, I bought myself an IPod yesterday. Me and Mel went looking and I didn't think we were acutally gonna buy them but we got to this Best Buy by Spring Hill and they had some so we were just like... "Should... should we do it? Oooookay!" So we did. Its really cool and fun and so worth the splurge. I think i'm gonna make some sleve things. My mom has some pretty cool fabric in her sewing room. We'll see.
Right now I'm finished with 3 of my 5 finals. Next semester is gonna be so awesome. I'm really excited. I don't have 1st hour open. If you're gonna have a 1st hour class, Horticulture is a good one. I'm so suprised how many people are like "what's horticulture?" Like people from other schools. It's kinda funny. But yeah, so I have 5th lunch now. I'm gonna miss my 3rd hour stuff but oh well. Then 7th hour I have US in Today's World with Keeler that i'm so excited about. :) And 8th open so that's cool. I have Pre-School so after about 2 weeks were gonna be with the kids most everyday.
Yep, that's pretty much it as of lately. I'm getting more and more excited about Punta Cana and my Birthday and Gradutaion and everything. My mom is having me think of "big" gift ideas for my birthday and graduation because "the family is asking." So whatever. I'm thinking maybe some Spa stuff. Like a day at a spa or something. Maybe some cool purses and stuff. The nicer ones. And some clothes and college stuff obviously. I cheated with some of the stuff I got for christmas. I opened this white board and put it on my door. :) Oh well. So if anyone has any ideas, feel free to post. And leaving your NAME never hurts anyone.

Later people

~*Candice*~
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