I don't know what it is really. Maybe I have a disconnect from the images in my mind and what ends up on the paper. I used to have that pretty bad and Oz would yell at me all the time for it. But I thought I had bridged that gap; even though what I produced wasn't what I imagined it would be it was still a lot closer, enough that I was satisfied.
Breaking a large task down to smaller parts is a really good idea. I've kind of tried that; where I know I'm bad at drawing arms so I find a whole bunch of references and just draw arms for a couple of days. That went well, then one day I went and tried to draw an arm from the same reference and then suddenly I couldn't do it. Like I couldn't grasp the idea or my hand won't do it or whatnot. That's when I get this hysterical frustration. I could do it yesterday and then suddenly everything I try today looks like crap type of thing. And yet I know I'm probably the only one who can see the difference but I still get the complete rage. It's insane.
Thanks, love. I miss you. *more hugs* And goddamn it I still have to make your CD. I'm such a bad friend. XOXOXOXOXOX
I don't know what it is really. Maybe I have a disconnect from the images in my mind and what ends up on the paper. I used to have that pretty bad and Oz would yell at me all the time for it. But I thought I had bridged that gap; even though what I produced wasn't what I imagined it would be it was still a lot closer, enough that I was satisfied.
Breaking a large task down to smaller parts is a really good idea. I've kind of tried that; where I know I'm bad at drawing arms so I find a whole bunch of references and just draw arms for a couple of days. That went well, then one day I went and tried to draw an arm from the same reference and then suddenly I couldn't do it. Like I couldn't grasp the idea or my hand won't do it or whatnot. That's when I get this hysterical frustration. I could do it yesterday and then suddenly everything I try today looks like crap type of thing. And yet I know I'm probably the only one who can see the difference but I still get the complete rage. It's insane.
Thanks, love. I miss you. *more hugs* And goddamn it I still have to make your CD. I'm such a bad friend.
XOXOXOXOXOX
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