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There are days that suck because of extraneous issues beyond your control such as other people or random meteorites falling from the sky. Then there are days that suck because of something going on with yourself either health related or just random WTF happened to my motor skills days.
And then there are days that your subconscious is a complete and total dick. I'm having one of these.
I woke up with my alarm (shock. gasp) but it happened to be during a very good dream so I went back to dozing. No pain, no illness, good dream. Yay. Then it was like my brain decided that things were going too well so oh hey, even dream you can't flirt and you will be alone forever and let's just heap more issues on the top there. Cause you know, my self esteem was starting to crawl out of the gutter. Can't have that.
Now I've got a case of the lonelies (which sounds much cuter than it is) my frustration is on a hair trigger, and I can't escape the feeling that no one wants anything to do with me for any reason.
Thanks brain. Fuck you too.
At least I'm not in pain?
And then there are days that your subconscious is a complete and total dick. I'm having one of these.
I woke up with my alarm (shock. gasp) but it happened to be during a very good dream so I went back to dozing. No pain, no illness, good dream. Yay. Then it was like my brain decided that things were going too well so oh hey, even dream you can't flirt and you will be alone forever and let's just heap more issues on the top there. Cause you know, my self esteem was starting to crawl out of the gutter. Can't have that.
Now I've got a case of the lonelies (which sounds much cuter than it is) my frustration is on a hair trigger, and I can't escape the feeling that no one wants anything to do with me for any reason.
Thanks brain. Fuck you too.
At least I'm not in pain?