It's going to be a bad brain day, isn't it? Never good when I start getting pissed off doing yoga. Kinda defeats the whole purpose. (I have made it up to 7 breath planks though. That's it. Tuesday's pain derailed me and I haven't gone back to weights or anything else yet.)
I made naan and falafel last night. Failed the flour ratio again, and there weren't enough spices in them. The naan however, came out wonderfully and was fun to do. First yeast bread I did on my own! I'm proud of myself. My griddle turned out perfect to cook them on too.
Dunno what to make tonight. Something not so complicated because I don't want to stand in the kitchen that long again.
Up on tap for my next shopping trip will be cheese biscuit meatball casserole. And something in a crock pot. Ooo, maybe brats. Fall foods. I want fall foods.
I got nothing else. My weekend's starting to get booked up again which is making me start to panic on the dress. I really should have started it sooner.
Add that to the list along with "why am I so lazy at the guitar? I really love playing it but I won't freaking play it" and "you're not in pain now- so why aren't you working out? You're never going to be able to surf."
Yeap, bad brain day. I have so much to do I'm going into overload. And it's all my fault so I shouldn't be complaining and it's two days away and I'm already starting to freak out over going out.
This anti-social thing is getting worse. I'm having little panic attacks while grocery shopping now. I'm perfectly fine until I have to interact with someone, even if it means just figuring out how to move around them, or get to the thing on the shelf I want that they're standing in front of. I want to go home and hide afterward.
Oh, I was going to link to
this post, again by Naamah for Sparks in case she wants to print it and post it on her mom's door. :)
I might as well start the weekend to do list today. Maybe it'll help.
- Clean the room in an attempt to a) find things and b) make it feel like something on earth is in place.
- Get hair chopped off
- Check on the open house
- Go out with the Elusive Tech. :D (Hey, good a nickname as any. It's either that or Bohemian Boy.)
- Make calzones
- Make a squash dish
- Start on the skirt. Maybe the bodice will be easy after working with 8 layers of skirt that are all supposed to fit into one waistband. I am going to kill myself. Thankfully it's a skirt. A simple, simple skirt with a ruffle that I'm just attaching to the outside which will end up looking like a tutu I'm sure. Oh did I mention that there's two layers of ruffle? Thank god no hem, I just have to fix the really shitty cutting job.
- Waffle back and forth on going to the Celebration faire some more. Likely end up not going. (Yeap, not going won out.)