i must say,

Oct 07, 2009 20:14

i must say that i havent been here for some time
i mean writing for some time
and i cant say that all's well recently

everyone have their own share of ups and downs
i myself have alot to think about recently
and the reason why i have alot to think about recently is only
because i gladly shelved the thoughts that i dread to think
about at the back of my head

politics in the office, insecurities,
increasing workload and also, wanting to have a life!
and my pace of life is getting faster and faster

i am not sure whether its a good or bad thing,
i dont mind it going faster cause it keeps me on my toes
but right now i am also feeling the effects of this pace
after gobbling down my food and dashing to the kitchen
i shall shower and come back here to my faithful laptop
to think about how to teach children about ways to describe fire tomorrow

right now, once again, im shelving those thoughts
there is so much discipline involved really
not to think about work before you sleep, the next day
and suddenly, its friday!

i know i am not exactly making sense in my seemingly wait cancel that word
terribly i meant long post
even as i type i spot grammar mistakes in my sentences
tell you what livejournal, i dont care about those mistakes!

as you can tell, work has eroded my brain into a state of disillusion
in the words of my colleague ' i need alcohol!'
of course i wont drink as we all might agree haha!

there are times in life i feel i lament too much
maybe i am going through menopause,
wait, im 21. make that pms.

on second thoughts, i should have just finished pms
its time i get myself a nice cuppa tea and just chill.
i have to compartmentalize my thoughts really
right now i have approximately 1 hour and 37 minutes to finish everything
and haul my ass to bed

its not that easy to haul my ass alright?
at the point when i reach full decomposition,
remember to just ask me to chill

laters!
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