Jan 29, 2007 17:46
Dear Hello,
There's something that I thought I lacked. With contacting xito I believed it would be fulfilled but I was disappointed. The meeting was a deflated ballon on new year's day. Excitement gone, thrill withered away, and passion forget and left at the bottom of the sea. My disposition had/has been affected by this occurence and it still lingers, this almost defeat. Could I let him know about this? Yes, I could because I have a mouth that is fully functional and a mind as well but will I be better off?
What do I know? Let the days pass and slowly let time and memory erase it out of my mind. Time come here stroke my temples and hisses to me that the ocean will save me from my distorted realities of love and romance.
Knocks on my door were delievered my lust and infatuation and I welcomed them in. When Love came knocking I was busy fucking lust and infatuation. Sadly Love never came back again to knock at my door, maybe next lifetime.