Tml is Sunday. Hope its Sunny!
GOing to cook curry chicken in another 3 hours and i not even aslept yet. Tml hopefully the weather at sentosa is nice enough for me to take a nap. :P
Tml is another relaxing day. Although i haven't been working very hard yet. Still, i can feel the pressure of taking 2 jobs and part-time class with volunteer committment. My main job is with HSBC (ins), 2ns job is with Asayo Group. Currently taking 1st-aid class and BM Lifesaving class. Also taking weekly befriender work for SPD.
Cali have been bugging me to renew my membership which is due to expire in another 6 months. I really dun noe if i should stay? But then, where else can i go?
Friends have been asking me if i am dating recently. No lah... just knowing more friends only lah. Dun really want to fall in love so soon, so deep, so fast again. hahaha... i must follow my own "5 level of BF evaulation checklist" (see previous post)
Just now, on msn. My ex, merv was asking to patch back with me. He say he miss me alot, he say he never stop loving me. He also say a lot of other craps that would sound like honey on my ears last year but now stink like bullshit. I'll can't really forget him totally but i also can't forget how he cheat on me, lie to me and hurt me again and again. Same for dar, i had such high hope for him but he hurt me again and again. He promised me honesty, truth and future but he only gave me lies, deceits and pains. He had fooled me like a toy and toy with my feelings like a fool. Sometimes, i really wonder how lucky can i get, not 1 but 2 cheating bf who ditch me like junk after he are sick of me. Must be my bad karma.
Tml going old airport road for dinner with kim and gang. Wondering how many new friends will i meet at Sentosa tml? :)
Tml is another relaxing day. Although i haven't been working very hard yet. Still, i can feel the pressure of taking 2 jobs and part-time class with volunteer committment. My main job is with HSBC (ins), 2ns job is with Asayo Group. Currently taking 1st-aid class and BM Lifesaving class. Also taking weekly befriender work for SPD.
Cali have been bugging me to renew my membership which is due to expire in another 6 months. I really dun noe if i should stay? But then, where else can i go?
Friends have been asking me if i am dating recently. No lah... just knowing more friends only lah. Dun really want to fall in love so soon, so deep, so fast again. hahaha... i must follow my own "5 level of BF evaulation checklist" (see previous post)
Just now, on msn. My ex, merv was asking to patch back with me. He say he miss me alot, he say he never stop loving me. He also say a lot of other craps that would sound like honey on my ears last year but now stink like bullshit. I'll can't really forget him totally but i also can't forget how he cheat on me, lie to me and hurt me again and again. Same for dar, i had such high hope for him but he hurt me again and again. He promised me honesty, truth and future but he only gave me lies, deceits and pains. He had fooled me like a toy and toy with my feelings like a fool. Sometimes, i really wonder how lucky can i get, not 1 but 2 cheating bf who ditch me like junk after he are sick of me. Must be my bad karma.
Tml going old airport road for dinner with kim and gang. Wondering how many new friends will i meet at Sentosa tml? :)