Dec 06, 2004 17:13
hey guys! i feel like crap.. my tummy hurts really bad! seriosuly. cramps suck! but neways i wanted all my friends to read these... (all of these reminded me of my bf danny!! i love him so much n i just wish that he knew how much he ment to me n i wish i ment as much to him as he ment to me!)
i close my eyes and see ur face.. i opened them and saw you starting at hers.
sometimes i wish the good times would just rewind over and over!
nothing last forever, so love what u have while u still have it. dont take nething for granted cuz u never know when something will come to an end.
my heart starts beating faster when i think of you. you've taken all my problems and put them into view. with you i have no worries with you i have no doubts. you've shown me what this whole wide world is really about. i never should have questioned you. i should've had more faith. i relize that all that time was really just a waste, the only reason im still here is the love you've shown to me no matter what other people say, we were meant to be.
sometimes you find out what you wanted isnt really what you need. and the dream and all its promise was never ment to be. all your hopeand desperation wont make it like it was and you belive the pain will never pass, belive me in time it does.
you dont know how muhc you mean to me you dont know how much i really care you dont know im up all night wishing you were there you dont know that i love you and you dont know that i wish for you all the time you dont know how much i miss you and how i wish your heart was all mine you dont know that your my hopes my dreams all that i need but most of all you dont know that your my everything!!!
ur the thought that starts each mornin the conclusion 2 my day ur all that i do n evrythin i say ur the smile on my face twinkle in my eye warmth in my heart fullness in my life ur the hand thats laced in mine my friend my love my shoulder to lean on ur my caring thoughtful bright and honest guy the one who holds me tightly wen i need to cry ur the everconstant triangle in my soul the voice that makes me weak the happiness of my life ur all ive evr wanted ur all i need u r all of this to me.
who they want me to be,, thoughts go through my head bitter memories broken hearts to mend laying in my bed at night i think why didnt i do this or that would it have been so hard to stand up for what i thought was right? am i good enough should i lie am i who i want them to se should i even try tears steam down from my eyes im not who i want to be i want to be different i want to change i want to leave i want to stay i want to be held i want to be free i want to be myslef not who they want me to be.
just when it dawns on me and the nights get dark. your the thought that fills my heart. its hard to explain just how i fell ,but i'd do anything to show u its real. when your in my arms, you whisper in my ear, everything i've ever wanted to hear. every second we're apart, it hurts worse than a broken heart. i long for your touch. i ache for the site of your beautiful eyes. you made me who i was. you complete my life.
did u care? all the nights i cried, worried about what u were doing... thinking negative all the time, feeling worthless, empty, feeling no one cared... but now i look past the hurt and pain, realizing i am loved by many people, they help me through all of what u caused... im not blaming you, im thanking you!
if ever u need me, ill be right here, to chase away the sadness, and wipe away a tear. if ever u need me, ill be two steps behind, to follow in your footsteps, and hear whats on your mind. If ever u need me, you'll never have to fear, that your presence isnt important, and your love isnt dear. If ever u need me, ill always be around, to bring back the laughter, where deep in your heart it's found. you'll never have to worry, for ill always be here, to chase away te sadness, and wipe away a tear.
And last but not least.. i can see it now... when (hopefully never tho) me and danny break up i think that this will be the one thing that makes me cry and the one thing that will always make me rembember him just becuz i know that me and him have a a few "ruff times" if thats what u want to call them....
You have to take the good with the bad, Smile with the sad, Love what you got and remember what you had, Always forgive, But never forget, Learn from your mistakes, But never regret, People change, Things go wrong, Just remember...
Life goes on.