"don't hold your love over my head"
why does being upset keep me from functioning. i feel so worthless when i'm upset. everything seems to come back and hit me in the face. everyday i try to better myself. everyday i try think of a new surprise. everyday i try to learn a new song. everyday. i'm giving all of my time to too many things and it's wearing me down to nothing. i dont know what to do. all i want is happy. when i finally left your house last night, i turned the car on at exactly 10:43....weird.
"i'm a mess. i guess, it's what i asked for."
fuck Laguna Beach. seriously, these spoiled kids in high school need to be shot and so do their parents, guardians, whatever. they have things most people will never acheive in a lifetime and they all they worry about is their fuckin high school drama. and what the fuck are they shooting into the guys in this show?? they all have beards and muscles and shit...and they're supposed to be seniors. ok, so i knew some seniors like that in high school...but that brings up the point of who MTV will cast for the show. this is why the youth of today is ruined. this is why i saw a 10 year-old boy dressed like an abercrombie model talking about girls and being jumped. WHAT!? i was fucking playing nintendo when i was ten. what happened to fun. why is drama and being ignorant becoming the "in" thing. i hate today's world.
also, pete wentz is a GAP model...
well now that i'm deep in the shitter, let's think of something to cheer me up:
-roast of William Shatner tomorrow.
-MAE is in a week.
-i got a MIDI controller for my Mac.
-school starts soon.
-a Tenacious D movie is coming out.
-a Borat movie is coming out.
"i'm a mess. i guess, it's what i asked for."
fuck Laguna Beach. seriously, these spoiled kids in high school need to be shot and so do their parents, guardians, whatever. they have things most people will never acheive in a lifetime and they all they worry about is their fuckin high school drama. and what the fuck are they shooting into the guys in this show?? they all have beards and muscles and shit...and they're supposed to be seniors. ok, so i knew some seniors like that in high school...but that brings up the point of who MTV will cast for the show. this is why the youth of today is ruined. this is why i saw a 10 year-old boy dressed like an abercrombie model talking about girls and being jumped. WHAT!? i was fucking playing nintendo when i was ten. what happened to fun. why is drama and being ignorant becoming the "in" thing. i hate today's world.
also, pete wentz is a GAP model...
well now that i'm deep in the shitter, let's think of something to cheer me up:
-roast of William Shatner tomorrow.
-MAE is in a week.
-i got a MIDI controller for my Mac.
-school starts soon.
-a Tenacious D movie is coming out.
-a Borat movie is coming out.