"it takes my breath away..."
i'm haunted every hour now. i look at the clock and it's always the same minute.
hh:43
everytime. a day hasnt gone by since you showed up that i dont see it at least 10 times a day.
something is gonna happen to us...this is certain.
i'm determined to document these past events in some way. whether it be in music, on paper, on film; i need to remember. i refuse to give away my adolescense so easily. i want people to feel what i've been through. i want them to connect to it and compare to themselves. i want to make them feel better...to know they have a shot. to hold what's dear to them close. i've recently decided that i regret three things in my life. two of them are minor and just make me sad when i think about them and probably arent really regret. the third and most recent is pure regret...it's the singular moment in my life i would take back if i could. i would give away all i have right now to replace that moment...to have those minutes back...to make the difference i should have made. i had faith in something...in someone...and it failed me. how could i have known?? maybe i shouldnt regret it. it isnt really my fault. who was i to know. i know exactly who i was...too bad i took that for granted. yea, too bad.
"...the way you look tonight."
Cheers.
hh:43
everytime. a day hasnt gone by since you showed up that i dont see it at least 10 times a day.
something is gonna happen to us...this is certain.
i'm determined to document these past events in some way. whether it be in music, on paper, on film; i need to remember. i refuse to give away my adolescense so easily. i want people to feel what i've been through. i want them to connect to it and compare to themselves. i want to make them feel better...to know they have a shot. to hold what's dear to them close. i've recently decided that i regret three things in my life. two of them are minor and just make me sad when i think about them and probably arent really regret. the third and most recent is pure regret...it's the singular moment in my life i would take back if i could. i would give away all i have right now to replace that moment...to have those minutes back...to make the difference i should have made. i had faith in something...in someone...and it failed me. how could i have known?? maybe i shouldnt regret it. it isnt really my fault. who was i to know. i know exactly who i was...too bad i took that for granted. yea, too bad.
"...the way you look tonight."
Cheers.