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I'm getting way excited to go on vacation, considering I never allow myself to relax because my brain is constantly thinking "what should I be doing next?” i think this is due to work though cause im always trying to get things done in a timely fashion to make it out of there at a decent hour. Then I think it just overlaps into what I am doing next turning my whole life into that mode of thinking. (In other words really fast paced/scatter-brain thinking.) Like right now I’m thinking, "I should really get off of this dumb computer go work-out take a shower and start to study for my exam I have on Monday or clean the house because dad is coming home tomorrow.)Sorry really random I know, just trying to organize my thoughts.
Also I really miss my friends. I feel like everyone I talk to never has time for me. Or everyone I talk to is always doing something more fun than me. But I guess pretty much everything is more fun than going to work for 10 hours a day or attending horrifically un-challenging classes. I guess you could say that I’m stuck in a rut and acquiring a shit ton of dirt underneath my nails in attempt to scrape my way out. Buuut I’m sure it will be over soon. Hopefully things will be refreshing and new after I return home from vacation. I suppose now I should get started on my things to do.
Also I really miss my friends. I feel like everyone I talk to never has time for me. Or everyone I talk to is always doing something more fun than me. But I guess pretty much everything is more fun than going to work for 10 hours a day or attending horrifically un-challenging classes. I guess you could say that I’m stuck in a rut and acquiring a shit ton of dirt underneath my nails in attempt to scrape my way out. Buuut I’m sure it will be over soon. Hopefully things will be refreshing and new after I return home from vacation. I suppose now I should get started on my things to do.