Wow...I'm such a creep...
Yes..you got that right..I AM A HUGE CREEP..
Why? well..I have been throwing all my problems, insecurities, and worries at my boyfriend. I always give him worries and problems but he doesn't seem to mind. Why is that? he says that he loves me, I love him and that's all that matters. But right now, after reading his LJ, I really realized how big of a BITCH I am.
He told me about his problem with his guild in a game last week, after that he never said a word about it again so I thought that he was already okay with the whole thing. Then now I discover that he isn't okay AT ALL. Maybe he thought that I would be of no help to him since I can't even handle my own problems. I should've known that all the times that he would drift off, all the times that he would keep quiet and think, that he wasn't okay. Now I feel so useless and incompetent.
I don't know what to do anymore..
Why? well..I have been throwing all my problems, insecurities, and worries at my boyfriend. I always give him worries and problems but he doesn't seem to mind. Why is that? he says that he loves me, I love him and that's all that matters. But right now, after reading his LJ, I really realized how big of a BITCH I am.
He told me about his problem with his guild in a game last week, after that he never said a word about it again so I thought that he was already okay with the whole thing. Then now I discover that he isn't okay AT ALL. Maybe he thought that I would be of no help to him since I can't even handle my own problems. I should've known that all the times that he would drift off, all the times that he would keep quiet and think, that he wasn't okay. Now I feel so useless and incompetent.
I don't know what to do anymore..