My Final Thoughts

[airah4]

I've had an epiphany. It came to me tonight after I was working hard on a script with one of my close friends.

One year ago, I started a fansite on here (

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[satsucake]

Awwww you still mentioned her in your journal here in your last entry.. You must ~*~love~*~ her so much. If I were her I'd be honored. So jealous.

Kidding XD. But you are right about a fresh start and your future ahead. You moved to Japan, and I moved to Indonesia. I believe we shared the same kind of feelings, we know what it feels like when you have to live in place where you barely know anyone. :) But that's good! It's means no one know your past. Every person we meet in the new place are ready to accept us just the way we are. It could help us to be a better person because we've learned our lesson from our former place.
And that's what everyone feels about DreamWidth, a new & loving perfect site for our beloved AAA~ :D

And the AAA community here on Livejournal? There are good people there, good fans. But you know what? They're the ones who never comment in that community anymore because they were smart enough to keep silent. They're the ones who hope for peace in the fandom. They're the ones that actually deserve to call themselves AAA fans.
Oh you, you understand me so much! XD

Hope you and Alex are doing fine! ^^

[airah4]

Well, as I said, if that's what makes her happy, then I have no right to care, right?

But even though I love having moved to Japan, I don't feel like I need a fresh start. I have nothing to hide and have done nothing wrong. On the internet and in person, I am who I am. I don't try to hide behind some kind of mask and pretend I'm someone I'm not. In fact, when I was in school in Japan, I attended a performing arts class. We had to write our own scripts and stories, and I remember one of the topics we had to cover was about the evil that goes on on the internet. So my sister and I were in a group with a good number of our Japanese classmates and friends, and we did a skit based on Victoria and everything she did to us for the past year. People were horrified at what really goes on on the internet, but I can at least say on a positive note that the word about that kind of cyber-bullying and spamming did get out there, and we ended up getting an A.

But you're absolutely right about Dreamwidth too. It really is lovely. The staff there are helpful and there when you need them. The communities are comfortable and welcoming. A lot of people know each other and provide support for each other, in addition to being welcoming. And what I love about the new AAA community there is that aside from being drama free, everyone is there for the right reasons. It's bliss!

Oh you, you understand me so much! XD

^ Yup. I think if I wasn't the one who had been harassed for the past year, I would have been one of the AAA fans who went silent in the community too.

Thank you for your comment and for reading, hon. You're always so good to me. God bless and take care! I appreciate it. :)

[satsucake]

oops sorry I didn't mean that you need to hide your past or anything. :) I mean how cool is that to live in a place where no one knows you etc, it's like starting your life from zero, a brand new life! xD

awww you're always good to me too! I love you and alex as my friends so very much, dont you know that? :')
you too take care! :D

[airah4]

Not at all!! I get it now! That's a very good point too. I guess it kind of is like a new life! And of course, there is always something new to explore too, which makes it even more thrilling...I'm always glad to hear you're doing well. And have you been doing any more cosplay??

Hahaha, thank you for always being so sweet! That made me grin! ^u^ Keep in touch, love!! &hearts