Jul 27, 2010 15:47
Its so lonely here. I mean I thought being part of the underground and constantly on the move before was bad. This is just a magnification of what it felt like before. Being totally cut off from anyone I used to know, from anything I used to know really. It feels... hollow I think. Like nothing really matters if you can just be swooped from one place to the next by someone you can't evade. That knowledge changes everything. Seems like everything is pointless if you can be predicted and controlled so easily. At least a few of you came with people you know or are from the same world at least. Take solace in that.