Not Left4Dead just yet!
i really should use my livejournal more. I have so much to say, however these ads kill me. i have an extreme aversion to advertisements that overpower the user interface. I suppose all of this could be remedied by purchasing a premium account. but let's face it, i'm a cheapskate. life is ok!
and by ok, I mean tantamount to a series of complex emotions laced with indecisiveness. you know, the usual. I just have to make sure the latter doesn't become much more of a hindrance than it has in the past. I really need to stop being such a hopeless romantic and focus on myself. sometimes I feel like this stoic and responsible adult with a bubbly teenager squirming about inside that prevents me from doing anything remotely ambitious or productive.
if you should know, there is this girl. who has been on my mind. erh, three girls sort of... and I know that makes me sound like a lecherous cur. HOWEVER, keep in mind i've never been in a super serious relationship, so the notion is always on my mind. one of my interest is significantly younger than me (she's really cute... so cute. no idea how to approach this one), another significantly further away (she's super smart, super cute and has been a constant crush since 2003), and another significantly unrequited (she super pisses me off, but I miss her everyday). i should be grateful for the barriers, that helps me stay somewhat focused at the very least. but I wish I was more savvy in these types of things...
but yeah enough of that lovey dovey crapola froo froo nonsensical rigmarole.
currently playing FFXIV: this is a big WTF for me. how can a game, so beautiful, so full of awesome action and potential be so suckily produced? that's right I said, the game SHOULD be solid as a mother. but i'm telling you.. somewhere down the line, and I'm looking at Tanaka. The production value went down the crapshoot. they rushed it, plain and simple. I am confident the game will make a complete turn around come PS3 release.. but geez. I play everyday and everyday I find new ways to be disappointed. BEST GRAPHICS EVER. love the combat, love the story. worst.. everything else. don't let me discourage you though, i need someone to play with! lol
currently playing Left4Dead2: my roomate's cousin bought this for me and a couple of friends. i used to really hate zombie games, but I think this ones going to reel me in. can't believe this is my first time playing. it's such a frustrating game.. one second you're doing fine, the next some shit is on your face. then you fall off a ledge and a billion guys are stomping your head. excellent game.
currently playing SUPER Street Fighter IV: simply can't get enough if it. marvel vs capcom 2, too.
and there's a smattering of other games here and there.. sonic 4 comes out this week i think. can't wait for next year! looking forward to MVC3.
EDIT: my word, how could i forget Minecraft. Love it. I don't have enough time to go into it right now, but you should definitely check it out.
oh yeah. and I should draw... more. later!
and by ok, I mean tantamount to a series of complex emotions laced with indecisiveness. you know, the usual. I just have to make sure the latter doesn't become much more of a hindrance than it has in the past. I really need to stop being such a hopeless romantic and focus on myself. sometimes I feel like this stoic and responsible adult with a bubbly teenager squirming about inside that prevents me from doing anything remotely ambitious or productive.
if you should know, there is this girl. who has been on my mind. erh, three girls sort of... and I know that makes me sound like a lecherous cur. HOWEVER, keep in mind i've never been in a super serious relationship, so the notion is always on my mind. one of my interest is significantly younger than me (she's really cute... so cute. no idea how to approach this one), another significantly further away (she's super smart, super cute and has been a constant crush since 2003), and another significantly unrequited (she super pisses me off, but I miss her everyday). i should be grateful for the barriers, that helps me stay somewhat focused at the very least. but I wish I was more savvy in these types of things...
but yeah enough of that lovey dovey crapola froo froo nonsensical rigmarole.
currently playing FFXIV: this is a big WTF for me. how can a game, so beautiful, so full of awesome action and potential be so suckily produced? that's right I said, the game SHOULD be solid as a mother. but i'm telling you.. somewhere down the line, and I'm looking at Tanaka. The production value went down the crapshoot. they rushed it, plain and simple. I am confident the game will make a complete turn around come PS3 release.. but geez. I play everyday and everyday I find new ways to be disappointed. BEST GRAPHICS EVER. love the combat, love the story. worst.. everything else. don't let me discourage you though, i need someone to play with! lol
currently playing Left4Dead2: my roomate's cousin bought this for me and a couple of friends. i used to really hate zombie games, but I think this ones going to reel me in. can't believe this is my first time playing. it's such a frustrating game.. one second you're doing fine, the next some shit is on your face. then you fall off a ledge and a billion guys are stomping your head. excellent game.
currently playing SUPER Street Fighter IV: simply can't get enough if it. marvel vs capcom 2, too.
and there's a smattering of other games here and there.. sonic 4 comes out this week i think. can't wait for next year! looking forward to MVC3.
EDIT: my word, how could i forget Minecraft. Love it. I don't have enough time to go into it right now, but you should definitely check it out.
oh yeah. and I should draw... more. later!