Blender Feelings!
The other day I had to say goodbye to Billy. He flew back to Halifax on Monday. So Sunday after work he asked to see me to say goodbye. I didn’t know what I wanted to do because I felt it hard to face him, yet I needed the closure. So we went for a walk on the boardwalk and talked. For the first hour the conversation was lame and I just prayed a
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thanks for the message. I know, can you believe it's been over one year now since we last saw each other? it was pride 2005. You were with Billy and I was with Brent. we were both happy and thinign that this was probsbly the way it was gonna be for the rest of our lives. How wrong we were.
Not sure whatever happeend with you and Billy, cause i haven't really had a chance to talk with you too much. I can see it's not too recent, and i don't know how you feel about the whole thing.
In my case, to say the truth i am so happy things with Brent ended. I have grown so much emotionally in the past year since him and i broke up. I have been able to meet so many people (both good and bad) that i wouldn;t have had the chance to do otherwise. I also got to learn a lot about myself, and to determine what makes me happy and what doesn't.
So even if you're hurt and wondering right now if breaking up was a bad thing, i can guarantee that after all, it will turn out to be a positive. You learned all you could from your time together and now it's time to move on and start a new chapter!
So anyways hope things are going great with you. Hope you enjoy kamloops (hehe), and maybe hopeflly we'll get to catch up sometime if you come back to visit vancouver and have some free time!
xx claus
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