Aftermath
You finally meet someone you are willing to sacrifice everything for. Home, car, friends, and job, everything put on hold just so that we could be together. Seemed like a fairy tale everything was working out. We had a good time together underneath the busy lifestyles we had. We have had some wonderful times together, Mystic Beach, car show in Parksville, Pride in Vancouver, Pier 21 on the Halifax waterfront. Out of anyone I have ever dated he means more to me then anything. To find out that he betrayed my trust almost killed me. I have never wanted to disappear so badly in my life. I am so mad that he could have done this to me after all the times he has told me that he loves me. I have talked to him a lot since I have found out. As my friends and people who care about me you are obviously not overly impressed with his actions any more then I am. He does love me; he did make a deadly mistake that is impossible to forgive. He has spent a lot of time begging me for a second chance. Looking at the situation at this point in time and reading the letter he wrote to me telling me things that I needed to here gives me faith for the future. There will be a future between us, for now. He has a lot of work to do and he will have to reprove everything and regain the trust. I sit here looking out the window at the frozen sky and I pray to god I am making the right choice.