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I don't want to feel the way I do anymore. I want to be able to go to school without worrying about seeing someone and having that awful awkward moment, with that hesitant smile and uneasy glance.
I wish things could be like they were a couple of months ago. Things were great. Nothing could be better. I was enjoying every moment of it. Now its over. For real. I hate this feeling. Now there is no more late night phone calls, no more cute random notes in my locker that make me smile, no more little kisses to make me feel like things will always be okay. Its done and I'm ready to move on.
I want to make this feeling leave forever. This weekend will hopefully do that for me. Meeting new people is something that I hope to do because it will keep my mind off certain things. Putting on an act to make it seem okay is hard, and I know I haven't done a great job of that.
I guess caring for someone so much always comes with consequences... Thats life and now its time to move on.
I wish things could be like they were a couple of months ago. Things were great. Nothing could be better. I was enjoying every moment of it. Now its over. For real. I hate this feeling. Now there is no more late night phone calls, no more cute random notes in my locker that make me smile, no more little kisses to make me feel like things will always be okay. Its done and I'm ready to move on.
I want to make this feeling leave forever. This weekend will hopefully do that for me. Meeting new people is something that I hope to do because it will keep my mind off certain things. Putting on an act to make it seem okay is hard, and I know I haven't done a great job of that.
I guess caring for someone so much always comes with consequences... Thats life and now its time to move on.