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i feel...
anxious
homesick for the first time in a long time
like i need to tell someone about these heavy feelings
tired of saying the same things whenever i talk about "heavy feelings"
like there needs to be something new...? (new music, new art, new hobbies, physical activities?)
when im home, im going to go skateboarding with my brother everyday. i want to play tennis with my dad. im a little bummed im not on the team here at school because i really miss playing a lot. i cant wait for new Weatherbox, Snuffaluffagus, and BoomSnake records to come out this spring. and especially for Japandi this summer, jesus fuck. its going to be my birthday over springbreak and I'm happy i'll be in San Diego. I just want some delicious eats and to spend some time with my friends. Im hoping to be by the beach as much as possible. im turning 20 and its crazy -- im hoping i can rid myself of this shitty fucking emotional baggage i've been holding on to. time to move the fuck on (please?)
i have no idea what the fuck i am going to do this summer and that's starting to eat at me. its going to catch up to me way faster than i will be able to comprehend. im pretty sure of that
but other than that things really aren't so bad. it always seems more dramatic than it really is or should be.
poop!
anxious
homesick for the first time in a long time
like i need to tell someone about these heavy feelings
tired of saying the same things whenever i talk about "heavy feelings"
like there needs to be something new...? (new music, new art, new hobbies, physical activities?)
when im home, im going to go skateboarding with my brother everyday. i want to play tennis with my dad. im a little bummed im not on the team here at school because i really miss playing a lot. i cant wait for new Weatherbox, Snuffaluffagus, and BoomSnake records to come out this spring. and especially for Japandi this summer, jesus fuck. its going to be my birthday over springbreak and I'm happy i'll be in San Diego. I just want some delicious eats and to spend some time with my friends. Im hoping to be by the beach as much as possible. im turning 20 and its crazy -- im hoping i can rid myself of this shitty fucking emotional baggage i've been holding on to. time to move the fuck on (please?)
i have no idea what the fuck i am going to do this summer and that's starting to eat at me. its going to catch up to me way faster than i will be able to comprehend. im pretty sure of that
but other than that things really aren't so bad. it always seems more dramatic than it really is or should be.
poop!