One more but so sorrow.
So today I feel sick, and not the sick of a fever or anything either. I have the feeling which I feel like I am not doing something right with my life. I do not know what I am doing wrong or what cause it. But I do know that I hate it very much. I am sad I am going back to Odessa tomarrow but I am also looking forward to it also. I will be away from the ever present rejection that has surrounded Corpus since I remember and back to the ladies who won't blow me off. I know when I get there I will have to talk to a girl and simply make a plan to eat with a girl, not as a date or anything like that at all. But to simply to know that what I say to ladies is not bad but is accepted. Just to prove that I am not wrong.