Dec 03, 2006 04:36
I am so unbelievably happy. My life is so full of wonderful things and people. I feel absolutely and undeniably fabulous.
I decided something tonight. It is a big deal. It will possibly change my life. No, scratch that. . .it will change my life. When I get back from Spain I'm going to travel a bit, at least until school. Then, I'm going to go back to school. Once I've finished school I'm going to live. I'm going to continue making the most of my life living each day as it is both my last and never ending. I will continue to live my life helping others, and enjoying their company. I will continue to share my love with every person I come into contact with.
I never want to be pessimistic. I explained to someone just this evening that a true optimist is never down for long. He or she can see through the pain and see what is to be gained from the experience only to enrich his or her life. A pessimist on the other hand can never fully enjoy life. Always expecting the worst puts a shadow over his or her heart, clouding it, and preventing it from true joy.
I see beauty in everything. I see the potential of the human heart. I see such wonders all around me, and they offer the most magnanimous hope. I wish that everyone could see and feel what I see and feel. It's amazing. I am truly and irrevocably euphoric, and I don't take that for granted for one single-solitary moment.
*sighs* Any thoughts on the matter? Please share. . .
Sincerely yours,
~Megs~
P.s. Call me naive if you wish. I know there is evil and crap in the world. I'm not blind to it. I just try and look beyond it.