Eh...
I still have chapter six quiz and test to go...
PAH!
I guess last night after I left, everything went to hell.
Well, that's what Eric told me anyway.
Everyone started crying.
And no... Not cause of me.
Cause everyone can't be happy and the reason is because people are selfish and never consider how others feel. Even when Erik isn't around he f*cks everything up.
Maybe if he was a little more considerate...
People's feelings just get so mixed it's like a giant web that has no pattern.
Let me explain...
Eric likes Jordan, Jordan likes Erik, Erik doesn't like anyone cause he's to cool, Melissa likes Ryan, Ryan likes Jordan, Jordan and Ryan were, are, f*uck if I know are kinda together, I'm just kinda in it without being in the web.
I wish everyone could forget all thier feelings and start over but that aint gonna happen anytime soon.
I guess Jordan is NEVER comeing back to Iron Mountain ever again... That sucks so bad I can't even express it unless I had a vace in my hand.
Then I would throw it at Erik.
I shouldn't be mad at Erik but I can't help it.
He broke Jordan's heart and I can't stand to see him hurt.
It kills me to see him on the verge of tears.
Ryan calls me and tells me he's leaving to Florida with Amber.
He said he couldn't take it anymore.
AND WE CAN???!!!
Melissa, Eric, Jordan and I take this sh!t every day... but we stick together and make it through.
That's why we are all such good friends.
We understand eachother in a way no one else would be able to begin to comprehend.
I'm glad I was able to meet Jordan cause now I have a reason to stop my bad habits.
I was just waiting for that person to do that.
He keeps us all strong in that area.
For me anyway.
Jordan is the strong one.
That's why I can't stand to see him break down.
It must hurt... bad.
AND ERIK DOESN'T CARE!
You would think he would after what he did to Melissa and after what Casey made him feel.
But he doesn't care unless it is him.
I was supposed to be with Jordan after Summer school but Jordan went back to Marquette...
I dun blame him f*cking at all!
I dunno what I'm gonna do with myself.
maybe go to Julie's or something...
Gawd, I hate going there.
HATE! HATE! HATE!
Her LOW INCOME house smells like a rat nest and she's dirty and toothless.
All she does is ask me for my Adderall...
I won't give it to her so she better get over it.
"Sunny, why go over there?"
I dun even know! Something to take my mind off hell with something worse.
If that makes sence.
Well, it does to me and that's all that matters.
Well, Peace out.
PAH!
I guess last night after I left, everything went to hell.
Well, that's what Eric told me anyway.
Everyone started crying.
And no... Not cause of me.
Cause everyone can't be happy and the reason is because people are selfish and never consider how others feel. Even when Erik isn't around he f*cks everything up.
Maybe if he was a little more considerate...
People's feelings just get so mixed it's like a giant web that has no pattern.
Let me explain...
Eric likes Jordan, Jordan likes Erik, Erik doesn't like anyone cause he's to cool, Melissa likes Ryan, Ryan likes Jordan, Jordan and Ryan were, are, f*uck if I know are kinda together, I'm just kinda in it without being in the web.
I wish everyone could forget all thier feelings and start over but that aint gonna happen anytime soon.
I guess Jordan is NEVER comeing back to Iron Mountain ever again... That sucks so bad I can't even express it unless I had a vace in my hand.
Then I would throw it at Erik.
I shouldn't be mad at Erik but I can't help it.
He broke Jordan's heart and I can't stand to see him hurt.
It kills me to see him on the verge of tears.
Ryan calls me and tells me he's leaving to Florida with Amber.
He said he couldn't take it anymore.
AND WE CAN???!!!
Melissa, Eric, Jordan and I take this sh!t every day... but we stick together and make it through.
That's why we are all such good friends.
We understand eachother in a way no one else would be able to begin to comprehend.
I'm glad I was able to meet Jordan cause now I have a reason to stop my bad habits.
I was just waiting for that person to do that.
He keeps us all strong in that area.
For me anyway.
Jordan is the strong one.
That's why I can't stand to see him break down.
It must hurt... bad.
AND ERIK DOESN'T CARE!
You would think he would after what he did to Melissa and after what Casey made him feel.
But he doesn't care unless it is him.
I was supposed to be with Jordan after Summer school but Jordan went back to Marquette...
I dun blame him f*cking at all!
I dunno what I'm gonna do with myself.
maybe go to Julie's or something...
Gawd, I hate going there.
HATE! HATE! HATE!
Her LOW INCOME house smells like a rat nest and she's dirty and toothless.
All she does is ask me for my Adderall...
I won't give it to her so she better get over it.
"Sunny, why go over there?"
I dun even know! Something to take my mind off hell with something worse.
If that makes sence.
Well, it does to me and that's all that matters.
Well, Peace out.