Waiting alone...
Times like these, I can become so afraid. I have this hollow feeling inside where uncertainty reverberates.
What could be going on?
What will happen next?
What do I do when we meet face to face?
At this point, I'm even afraid to face what will come next. This hollow feeling of being alone seems better than facing it. I don't know when it will be ready, but right now, I don't feel ready. I feel paralyzed. I don't know what to say, I don't know what I'm SUPPOSED to say. My honest, straightforward answers are not received well. They don't seem to be understood.
Accusations are hurled my way and I'm left bleeding, wondering what I had done, what I could do to make things better. I just don't have the answers.
I pray for answers, I pray for understanding, I pray for healing...
What could be going on?
What will happen next?
What do I do when we meet face to face?
At this point, I'm even afraid to face what will come next. This hollow feeling of being alone seems better than facing it. I don't know when it will be ready, but right now, I don't feel ready. I feel paralyzed. I don't know what to say, I don't know what I'm SUPPOSED to say. My honest, straightforward answers are not received well. They don't seem to be understood.
Accusations are hurled my way and I'm left bleeding, wondering what I had done, what I could do to make things better. I just don't have the answers.
I pray for answers, I pray for understanding, I pray for healing...