Mar 19, 2004 18:18
yesterday i worked from 8 am to 10 pm. I had 3 hours worth of breaks. I have to go to Coral Springs to do inventory on Mon/Tues. This should not be fun. It starts at 6!!!!!!!!!!@#@!#@$%#@$# I also do another on April 16, and perhaps there is another one in there.
I had hoped to see my friend Aaron when I did inventory. As it turns out, my friend actually came in, and I didn't see. *grimace.
Yesterday I had to call the Coconut Grove store so I thought it might be fun to ask to speak to someone I had said hello to there. I really just feel really stupid. The person's friend made a comment that made me feel weird... whatever. I have probably weirded the other party out anyway so I guess it doesn't matter. Maybe it's not the case at all. Did I mention I feel like a dork? Dorcasentus Idioticus. That's okay. I started briefly thinking about some things I said that might have come across wrong. Haha. I am wasting too much time on this.
I saw the movie 21 grams and the character (sean penn) pointed out the mathematical anomalies that must happen for two people to meet. huh? i have water in my ears.
there is a book that says something about getting an ambivalent man to commit er...how to do it. Ladies, if he has these weird problem, it's YOU who should be ambivalent. Why is he a catch, anyway?
I have been extremely stressed lately. It makes me depressed. I also broke the espresso grinder today. At least something GOOD happened today. I did also throw a drink that customer didn't want. It was SUPPOSED to hit the trash can but instead it spurted all over the place. It was actually hilarious. Fucking bitch. I don't like this drink. Make me another. Do you fancy rat poison? Apparently, that is against company policy. Do you like the taste of Ecolab? All right, I'm getting carried away. Why do having thoughts like these classify me as borderline? Just because I don't think like other people....I think like SOME people! And Liz likes me, right Liz? And Craig. Teehee.
So I guess I'm going to be a loner and just hide from the world. Retreat, retreat. I could be inadvertently lying. And I'm not known for that. I only lie to customers. Yes, I LOVE working here. I don't like having to work, period. Aaron recommended that I see the movie 13. He and I try to share recommendations. I think he is a movie buff, somewhat. At least.
I purchased a string tribute to 311. I figure it will be embarrassing, but hey...try anything at least 4 times.
The truth is we don't know anything....
Ana ng is in my head.
I wanted to start a 'book club' (*insert something to make that seem more appealing here) but um... well nevermind. I just want to be drunk. Drunk with bath water.