Reflection
oi my dear friends.
I am sitting here in the depths of wondering-
Are most of our problems generated automously? Or
Are they afflicted upon us?
I have been learning how to carefully rationalize things,.. negate feelings of ill will... and at the very most act like a logical person.
Why do we let things "Get" to us?
Im starting to see these type of things more of a decision, than an actual feeling. I deal with alot of people on a professional basis and I have learned how to keep a distance but, retain the aspect of "Caring" and "friendly".
On a personal level, Ive been doing much better too, but I find there are still circumstances, or people who at times, positively revolt me.
ohh, about an hour and some minutes ago I had an interlude with a """"friend""".
It left me rather upset.
Typically I would have been pissed off for the rest of the day but I took the time to rationalize through it, realized it was not worth my time and here I am now.. not even an hr and a half later
again at peace
Its hard to work/befriend people sometimes
But Im going to keep moving forward no matter what.
I am sitting here in the depths of wondering-
Are most of our problems generated automously? Or
Are they afflicted upon us?
I have been learning how to carefully rationalize things,.. negate feelings of ill will... and at the very most act like a logical person.
Why do we let things "Get" to us?
Im starting to see these type of things more of a decision, than an actual feeling. I deal with alot of people on a professional basis and I have learned how to keep a distance but, retain the aspect of "Caring" and "friendly".
On a personal level, Ive been doing much better too, but I find there are still circumstances, or people who at times, positively revolt me.
ohh, about an hour and some minutes ago I had an interlude with a """"friend""".
It left me rather upset.
Typically I would have been pissed off for the rest of the day but I took the time to rationalize through it, realized it was not worth my time and here I am now.. not even an hr and a half later
again at peace
Its hard to work/befriend people sometimes
But Im going to keep moving forward no matter what.