yeah...
mmm hey guys yeah well today was shitty.
i dunno. i havent been sad lately like at all. which is good... but today and yesterday im starting to get really sad again..
lately ill think about matt, but i wont miss him, or i will, but it wont make me sad at all. but yesterday i just started crying and shit, outta nowhere, and same as today. im feeling depressed and sad all over again, and i dont want to... =/
i just think about all the old times and all the things we would say, things that made me laugh, how we were both so sad when we broke up... i dunno. i dont know. oh well... i hope this feeling just goes away.
anyways.... fuck. i hate this.
