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I'm in a funk...a real knife out of the drawer, stuffing my face with chocolate funk.
It's fell unfortunately in that I've had four days off, back to work for two and now off for another four due to Easter. But the days are so slow, so crap - so mind numbingly shit. The minutes are crawling by, the only thing I have to look forward to each day is a couple of episodes of Law and Order on the Hallmark channel after everyone else has gone to sleep. Then I fall into the sack after two, too tired to sleep...
It's a shitty life...
A general downward feeling is the constant for me so what's wrong now?! It's a combination of two things really, nothing to hope for and nothing distracting me...there's literally nothing romantic happening in my life of late, not unusual in itself. But it's coupled with a complete lack of interest in everything I usually do to pass the time. So here I am, restless and depressed...
It's fell unfortunately in that I've had four days off, back to work for two and now off for another four due to Easter. But the days are so slow, so crap - so mind numbingly shit. The minutes are crawling by, the only thing I have to look forward to each day is a couple of episodes of Law and Order on the Hallmark channel after everyone else has gone to sleep. Then I fall into the sack after two, too tired to sleep...
It's a shitty life...
A general downward feeling is the constant for me so what's wrong now?! It's a combination of two things really, nothing to hope for and nothing distracting me...there's literally nothing romantic happening in my life of late, not unusual in itself. But it's coupled with a complete lack of interest in everything I usually do to pass the time. So here I am, restless and depressed...