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[aint_no_venus]

Trying to read the future
is tiring.
Like I should really just give up and the future will come.
Oh, but, work work work.
I got deadlines.  Yeah, but I'm okay.

I'm waiting for you,
but I don't think you're ever gonna come.
I've always got a little piece of hurt
For some day when I gotta take it out

Me and my body,
we aren't friends.
It isn't my appearance
it's the inside.  The moving mechanisms.
By body betrays me.

Do you know what it's like,
to not be able to tell the difference between
what you want, and what someone else wants from you?
it's a confusing and dangerous world
Always fighting myself.

I don't much like this time, I'm just waiting for it to pass.
I gotta find myself through this.
Maura you don't have to hide from what you want
It's okay to feel good!