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In previous years, I would awake on my mattress on the floor. Feeling comfortable, feeling satisfied. I'd look up and THE THING would still be playing on repeat, just as I had planned. I dreamed of a love I was for some reason always chasing.
Now, well now I just keep reading Bukowski. I have the urge to drink sometimes, but it usually goes away in about 10 seconds. I did happen to have a few the other week. There's only joy in a complete drunk state; I'll just stick to video games for now.
Do you ever have to tell yourself not to kill yourself when you're on marijuana?
Now, well now I just keep reading Bukowski. I have the urge to drink sometimes, but it usually goes away in about 10 seconds. I did happen to have a few the other week. There's only joy in a complete drunk state; I'll just stick to video games for now.
Do you ever have to tell yourself not to kill yourself when you're on marijuana?