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Today was a really bad day, like really bad, i was so upset, for no reason really. but i got rid of a lot of my built up feelings and i luff you vinnie! :D
you really are the best, and i'm sorry for all the shit i've been giving you lately. you're my everything baby <3
Anyway, i had a really good talk with ashley & cat today. I let a lot of stuff out, stuff i haven't really told anyone.
The next couple of weeks are going to be good. When my brother comes home from california, im going to go visit my dad :] and maybe bring some guests with me :]:]. I can't wait for tuff to hang out with my other family because they are so close with my mom and my step-dad. and not to mention i have B's in all my classes. Charlie's birthday is soon, man is he in for it. Things aren't so bad after all.
I just wish i wasn't such a baby all the time, and just get over stuff. i over analyze so much. Like i need to stop bitching, and just be happy that i'm so lucky. I really complain a lot. I'm going to change that okay?
so anyway : i love tuff, greenie, gymcrew, and shai shai.
i realized today that i am so lucky to have the friends that i do and that i'm so glad i'm not friends with my "best friends" that i had last year, and that they couldn't even compare to my girls now. TUFF is well tuff, and my best friends and nobody compares to them. GYMCREW, it's so strange we're like a weird match me jeri cat ash and kayle, but we get along so well, and it's so fun talking about all our boys, and sharing secrets and stuff. and me and shaina have been talking a lot more lately, i've missed her, she's the best. I miss nikki she's been sick and stuff, and i havent gotten to hang out with her that much but it's cool because when she gets back from her continuing illness she'll see so much of me she'll wish i was never born :]
Alexandria i miss you very much my little chocolate lovin'.
you really are the best, and i'm sorry for all the shit i've been giving you lately. you're my everything baby <3
Anyway, i had a really good talk with ashley & cat today. I let a lot of stuff out, stuff i haven't really told anyone.
The next couple of weeks are going to be good. When my brother comes home from california, im going to go visit my dad :] and maybe bring some guests with me :]:]. I can't wait for tuff to hang out with my other family because they are so close with my mom and my step-dad. and not to mention i have B's in all my classes. Charlie's birthday is soon, man is he in for it. Things aren't so bad after all.
I just wish i wasn't such a baby all the time, and just get over stuff. i over analyze so much. Like i need to stop bitching, and just be happy that i'm so lucky. I really complain a lot. I'm going to change that okay?
so anyway : i love tuff, greenie, gymcrew, and shai shai.
i realized today that i am so lucky to have the friends that i do and that i'm so glad i'm not friends with my "best friends" that i had last year, and that they couldn't even compare to my girls now. TUFF is well tuff, and my best friends and nobody compares to them. GYMCREW, it's so strange we're like a weird match me jeri cat ash and kayle, but we get along so well, and it's so fun talking about all our boys, and sharing secrets and stuff. and me and shaina have been talking a lot more lately, i've missed her, she's the best. I miss nikki she's been sick and stuff, and i havent gotten to hang out with her that much but it's cool because when she gets back from her continuing illness she'll see so much of me she'll wish i was never born :]
Alexandria i miss you very much my little chocolate lovin'.