please send me anything but signals that are mixed
i told you tonight's entry would be interesting... here goes. Today was
Tatiana's going away party, it was lots of fun, she got to say goodbye
to everyone. It was cute, and sad. Jeri and Tati are sleeping over
tonight, its already 2:30, and we aren't tired at all. I think it's
because i have a lot on my mind. (jerica says "me too") Rj and i are
fighting, the last thing that he said was "fuck you" while he was
hanging up on me. I'm not mad at him because, he gets upset easily. i
Didn't do anything for him to be mad at me but what are you gunna do?
i'll wait until it blows over, he'll be in a better mood tommarow, i
think. Well, the whole boy situation is so confusing. I hate it. i
should probably give up on him, because i know he likes her, but i just
like him a lot. =/. But anyway, We're listening to dashboard and
feeling sorry for ourselves, its the most pathetic thing you've ever
fucking seen. Today is like a depressing because Tati is leaving MONDAY. wtf. i
hate Idaho. FUCK YOU IDAHO!
Suck my back okay? ugh. & the worst is i have to go to my dad's
this weekend so i cant even hang out with her every day. i hate this
summer, it blows. monkey balls. we forgot the cake, we like had a cute
cake that said, "we'll miss you tatiana" & we totally forgot about
it, so we ate it when everyone left. uhm. no matter what im doing, i
can't stop thinking about him, and it's wierd i don't even know him
that well. it's making me sad, and that's stupid. I'm going to try to
forget about the whole thing, if it was anybody else it would be so
easy but he is so amazing.
"dont go worrying about me it's not like i think about you constantly. so; maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore"
-the spill canvas
"dont go worrying about me it's not like i think about you constantly. so; maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore"
-the spill canvas