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Spending tons of time knitting, cause I'm at 30 hours and they can't have me go over and they want me working Christmas Eve, is a great way to spend time.
TOO BAD WHEN I MAKE SHIT IT DOESN'T FIT
Stupid me for knitting the 35" size...stupid me for not wanting bunching like the model in IK had and not realizing maybe the fact that she's an A-cup or something might have played a role in that.
It's almost Christmas and I have absolutely nothing for people...I should feel badly about this and a part of me does, but I don't know...I don't even want anything.
So, anyway, I'm going to get Carpal Tunnel in about three days...ouch, my hands...I'd get a hell of a lot more done if I wasn't horribly restless and had to get up just to do something stupid every five minutes. I just can't sit still. I also have this ridiculous compulsion to drink coffee all fucking day. This might be why I went to bed at 5 this morning and had to find some boring book to read to make myself fall asleep. Too bad I have to be up at 6ish tomorrow for work. GAH
I think I'ma go look up a ton of history shit on IUP's website...see what the hell I need to do with my life...4.0, which was a surprise and shouldn't be...this needs to kick my ass, not just bore me into wondering how I'm pulling Bs on tests I should ace, because I can't bring myself to care about it.
I feel so fucking strange right now...can't really get comfortable at either house, have no real motivation, don't like this drifting feeling...had a pretty good chat with Stine last night, but shit still isn't sorted.
I know what I want but fuck it, I really don't even have the slightest idea what that even means.
TOO BAD WHEN I MAKE SHIT IT DOESN'T FIT
Stupid me for knitting the 35" size...stupid me for not wanting bunching like the model in IK had and not realizing maybe the fact that she's an A-cup or something might have played a role in that.
It's almost Christmas and I have absolutely nothing for people...I should feel badly about this and a part of me does, but I don't know...I don't even want anything.
So, anyway, I'm going to get Carpal Tunnel in about three days...ouch, my hands...I'd get a hell of a lot more done if I wasn't horribly restless and had to get up just to do something stupid every five minutes. I just can't sit still. I also have this ridiculous compulsion to drink coffee all fucking day. This might be why I went to bed at 5 this morning and had to find some boring book to read to make myself fall asleep. Too bad I have to be up at 6ish tomorrow for work. GAH
I think I'ma go look up a ton of history shit on IUP's website...see what the hell I need to do with my life...4.0, which was a surprise and shouldn't be...this needs to kick my ass, not just bore me into wondering how I'm pulling Bs on tests I should ace, because I can't bring myself to care about it.
I feel so fucking strange right now...can't really get comfortable at either house, have no real motivation, don't like this drifting feeling...had a pretty good chat with Stine last night, but shit still isn't sorted.
I know what I want but fuck it, I really don't even have the slightest idea what that even means.