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I wish I could be anywhere else right now. There are nine pictures on cityscapes of this gorgeous German town, with fairy lights and evergreen and cobblestone streets and I just want to walk through them and feel this completion again.
I'm dreading going home so badly. Michaels has me down from 8-4 on Sunday, and I'm incredibly grateful to be out of the house...I have this not so sneaking suspicion that break is going to drive me utterly mad.
Reeeally should go study for my Spanish final, but I know what I know (very little, palabra), so what's the point?
I'm just really sick of this ridiculous up and down...snow football last night and lacrosse fun with Ginny, then Great Hall randomness with Tony, Jenny, and Danielle til 4 in the morning, and Dr. Goebel's announcement that they're trying to fight IUP's proposal to rennovate Whitmyre to give it suites and instead build an independent apartment for the HC upperclassmen...which would kick so much ass. I have this, I have the company of these kids again, and yet....I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I hate holding onto things, but I can't bear the thought of letting these ideas go....
Oh, Jeff, you kill me.
I'm broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
Child, you know how much I need it.
Too young to hold on
And too old to just break free and run
Sometimes a man gets carried away,
When he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no one...
I'm dreading going home so badly. Michaels has me down from 8-4 on Sunday, and I'm incredibly grateful to be out of the house...I have this not so sneaking suspicion that break is going to drive me utterly mad.
Reeeally should go study for my Spanish final, but I know what I know (very little, palabra), so what's the point?
I'm just really sick of this ridiculous up and down...snow football last night and lacrosse fun with Ginny, then Great Hall randomness with Tony, Jenny, and Danielle til 4 in the morning, and Dr. Goebel's announcement that they're trying to fight IUP's proposal to rennovate Whitmyre to give it suites and instead build an independent apartment for the HC upperclassmen...which would kick so much ass. I have this, I have the company of these kids again, and yet....I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I hate holding onto things, but I can't bear the thought of letting these ideas go....
Oh, Jeff, you kill me.
I'm broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
Child, you know how much I need it.
Too young to hold on
And too old to just break free and run
Sometimes a man gets carried away,
When he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no one...