Being afraid!!!
You know when you are actually with someone, as in they are your significant other, your not actually supposed to be afraid of them. Thus, exactly what is the point of being in a relationship? However, my other half, decided to drop quite a bombshell on me last night, no not one that leads him to confessing to have cheated or even that he is gay or bisexually curious. One nonetheless, that is equally diturbing and which has landed me into a state of shock. I do not know what to do with the bit of information given to me, and I most certainly do not know in what way to utilize the information. For now, however, I am stuck in this confused state of being, not quite sure which way to turn or even who to trust enough to go to for information, about what exactly I should do. I mean, I still love him, its really not that big of a deal; one most certainly out of the ordinairy, however, one that can be taught to either overlook, or to play up and have fun with it. But for now, the feelings are of confusion, being afraid, and almost the want to cover my head under the blankets and pretend it is all a bad dream, a bad dream that will eventually end.