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so here i am, in school, skiping class... yay for me. ern... yeah. i donon how do i feel... a bit distressed a bit worried about swiming today. a bit exited about it too. god youd be suprised how many guys are like... omg -love sighs- how many guys i lust over as they like strip down to nothing and walk around in front of me. honestly i know its horrible but i do. its hard to freaking NOT get hard. I love that bit. especialy this one guy who... uhhhh -drools- perfict. in every way. i mean exept that hes straight. well maybe not im getting a little im in the closet vibe from him. with the right music, and enough alcahol I think I could get him to suck me off. providing i get him to my house... get him drunk... and get him really lusty. which, I doubt will happen any time soon. however, now with austin anyways... haha well yesterday he was telling me that he hadnt had an orgasam in four days. and we are spending friday night together... so if he holds out... uhhhh maybe i might have a shot. if hes that desperate that is... or rather he might have a shot on me. which i dont think i would mind. i need blow job tips. anyone? please!im rather worried that I would be shit at that too. uhm... lets see. -thinks- yeah thats really about it. lifes alright okay im a bit... worried still about ike well now my throat is swelling a tid bit. uh im now lusting over a 14 year old that walked by... I think thats illegal... help me someone. I swear even when i wank off 4 times a day its not enough. lol I need to get laid. thanks claire for putting ideas in my head. :P