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*Carrying on from yesterdays posts....*
I did a lot of pondering last night, and i think i can pinpoint where and when the issue arose with her ex.
The very first night we officially got together, we went to a friends place to watch movies and to just chillax (my word for chill/relax) :P everyone was so happy that we had hooked up and couldnt wipe the smiles from their faces, as soon as byron got home from work, the look on his face spoke a thousand words, i dont see how he was shocked cause Ann-Marie had told him earlier that day and for the past several months everyone had been encouraging us so they had to of seen it coming.
That night byron fell asleep, with little interaction with everyone else, i could really sense he wasnt happy, i figured hrrm maybe he is tired, or had a bad night at work or had a fight with Dion. I know it mustnt be easy for him to see Ann-Marie with someone for the first time since him, but he has been with Dion almost a year in a month or so. It comes down to the fact he sees us two all lovey dovey and is jealous that him and dion dont have that any more. Everyone has that whole honey moon time in the start of a serious relationship.
Whilst he wasnt coping with that he was very disrespectful to me, and just over time i have felt that he couldnt give a fuck, and he probably doesnt, to be honest i wish we either had a huge blowup to determine if there is any basis for a friendship or to make everyone accept we are just simply not going to get on.
"if you give him a chance he is a great friend" thats unreal i believe that he is great for them but we simply clash... i have tried countless times to make conversation, but everyone sticks up for him, "oh but byron isnt a peoples person", or "byron copes differently to others" big fuckin woop we all cope and react differently. He has issues he needs to deal with, i have had to take on my trust/insecurities head on in the last 2 months and its very draining, its easier to just shut them away and have a dummy spit once in a while. insted of working through them and being constantly moody, irratable and sarcastic.
but if i have to make an effort for my girl the least he could do is make an effort for her his bestfriend!!!....
I did a lot of pondering last night, and i think i can pinpoint where and when the issue arose with her ex.
The very first night we officially got together, we went to a friends place to watch movies and to just chillax (my word for chill/relax) :P everyone was so happy that we had hooked up and couldnt wipe the smiles from their faces, as soon as byron got home from work, the look on his face spoke a thousand words, i dont see how he was shocked cause Ann-Marie had told him earlier that day and for the past several months everyone had been encouraging us so they had to of seen it coming.
That night byron fell asleep, with little interaction with everyone else, i could really sense he wasnt happy, i figured hrrm maybe he is tired, or had a bad night at work or had a fight with Dion. I know it mustnt be easy for him to see Ann-Marie with someone for the first time since him, but he has been with Dion almost a year in a month or so. It comes down to the fact he sees us two all lovey dovey and is jealous that him and dion dont have that any more. Everyone has that whole honey moon time in the start of a serious relationship.
Whilst he wasnt coping with that he was very disrespectful to me, and just over time i have felt that he couldnt give a fuck, and he probably doesnt, to be honest i wish we either had a huge blowup to determine if there is any basis for a friendship or to make everyone accept we are just simply not going to get on.
"if you give him a chance he is a great friend" thats unreal i believe that he is great for them but we simply clash... i have tried countless times to make conversation, but everyone sticks up for him, "oh but byron isnt a peoples person", or "byron copes differently to others" big fuckin woop we all cope and react differently. He has issues he needs to deal with, i have had to take on my trust/insecurities head on in the last 2 months and its very draining, its easier to just shut them away and have a dummy spit once in a while. insted of working through them and being constantly moody, irratable and sarcastic.
but if i have to make an effort for my girl the least he could do is make an effort for her his bestfriend!!!....