Well, today's been pretty sucky in places. I don't feel like going into things at the moment.
In place of that, have a big-ass survey:
STEP ONE:
Spell your name out in songs.
Animal Nitrate - Suede
Mann Gegen Mann - Rammstein
Ya Shosla S Uma - t.A.T.u.
STEP TWO:
- Name: Amy
- Birth date: 21st November
- Nickname: Aimz, Aim, Amos
- Eye Color: Hazel
- Hair Color: Dark blonde (no, that is NOT the same as brown, contrary to what some people seem to think...)
- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
STEP THREE:
- The shoes you wore today: I wore two pairs: my black slip-on trainers with Chinese fish patterns on them, and, later, my blue and white sporty trainers - both pairs Sketchers.
- Your weakness(es): Too many to mention. Shall I just say cats?
- Your fear(s): Too many to list. I'll just mention my arachnophobia and leave it at that.
- Your perfect pizza: One of those small, cheap ones you get in multipacks. I've gone off regular pizza.
- Goal you’d like to achieve: To actually get a fucking full-time job.
STEP FOUR:
- Your best physical feature?: My eyes? There was a time when I would've said "my boobs", but I don't really like them since they shrank.
- Your bedtime?: Whenever I feel like it. Usually late.
- Most missed memory?: Uh...
STEP FIVE:
This Or That...
- Pepsi or Coke?: Coke.
- McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King.
- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither.
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither.
STEP SIX:
Do You...
- Curse: Fuck fuck fuckity fucking fuck fuck.
- Sing: Only to myself, and if I'm sure people can't hear. I'm even embarrassed to hear myself sing. I sound like a pained cat.
- Dance: I dance like an idiot; does that count?
- Take a shower everyday: No, but I do wash every day.
- Have a crush: Yeah, still got a crush on stupid sexy ex-boss man.
- Want to go to college: Already been.
- Like(d) high school: Eh, it tended to vary.
- Want to get married: Already am. <3
- Get motion sickness: Yeah, usually on coaches and boats.
- Think you’re attractive: Sometimes, but not usually.
- Get along with your parents: It varies.
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month...
- Gone to the mall: Yeah. I keep forgetting that the Quedam actually counts as one, what with it being outdoors.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No, I haven't had any for a few months, actually.
- Eaten Sushi: No, but I wish I could have more.
- Been on stage: No. Last time I was on stage was in 2002, and I wasn't performing, I was a backstage worker. I was one of those people dressed in black who had to sneak out on stage mid-performance to move bits of the set.
- Gone skating: No.
- Made homemade cookies: No. I really ought to do it again sometime...
- Gone skinny dipping: No, but I'm tempted to do it in the sea somewhen.
- Stolen anything: No.
STEP EIGHT:
Ever...
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Not that I remember.
- If so, was it mixed company: See above.
- Flashed anyone: Does it still count if the person I flash is my husband?
- Been beaten up: No.
- Shoplifted: Yeah, once.
STEP NINE:
- Age you hope to be married: Didn't we already cover this?
- Number of Children: Eh.
- Describe your Dream Wedding: Again, didn't we already cover this?
STEP TEN:
In a boyfriend/girlfriend...
- Best eye color?: Why should it matter? o_O
- Best hair color?: See above.
- Height: See above.
STEP ELEVEN:
- Number of people I could trust with my life: About two.
- Number of CDs that I own: Over 300.
- Number of tattoos: None, yet.
- Number of piercings: None.
PERSONAL QUIZ:
Who were you with yesterday?: Euan.
What woke you up this morning?: I... don't know? I just kind of woke up without any kind of help.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: I honestly don't know.
Do you like anybody?: Why does this survey seem to be repeating the same things over and over?
THE PAST:
Ever thrown up in public?: Yes, when I was a child.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: All sorts of random shit.
THE FUTURE:
What kind of home would you like?: A nice, big house in a quiet area.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Oh, piss off. I've never known, I still don't, and I'm next to talentless in most things I'm interested in.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: Still married (of course!).
IN GENERAL:
Do you like candy necklaces?: Used to.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?: I can't remember, but I do that way too often.
Do you still go trick or treating?: Never been. Nope, not even as a kid. I was never allowed. I probably wouldn't allow my kids (if I had any) to do it, either, because of my paranoia.
What was the last thing you ate?: Onion-flavoured crackers and cheese.
What's your favorite type of soda?: Don't drink soda.
Have you ever moved?: Yes, twice - when I was four, and two years ago.
Have you ever won an award?: A few, but nothing overly important or interesting.
Are you listening to music right now?: Not as I type, no.
How long ’till your birthday?: A little over 11 months.
When were you the saddest in your whole life?: I... don't know.
What time is it?: At the time of typing this answer, around 10:12 pm.
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?: I used to, but I haven't used it for a couple of years, since PayPal refused to accept that my name had changed.
Who makes you mad: Most people, nowadays.
Ever heard a song written about you: No, but I've heard a few that were made up on the spot.
Something you want to happen in 2010?: I want me & Euan to get full-time jobs. Preferably, I want the factory to hire me again, preferably permanently this time, but I definitely want to temp there again. I believe it's the best job I've had so far.
Honestly, do you miss 2008?: Uh...
HONESTY SECTION:
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?: My pants are white. With Mr. Perfect on them. With the text "Perfect Pants" written on them. Yes, I didn't know they made Mr. Men ladies' underwear until I saw it on sale, either. My bra is also white.
2. Honestly, what's on your mind?: Romance and general worries.
3. what are you doing right now?: Filling this survey out, what do you think?
4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?: I got in a bad mood and bitched a lot.
5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My mum.
6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: I don't think so...
7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Bigotry and rude people.
8. Honestly, do you bite your nails?: No.
9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?: No, contrary to what most other people seem to think.
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes. His name is Euan and he's currently downstairs.
11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?: Maybe.
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: No, because then they wouldn't be a "friend", now, would they?
13. Honestly, what was the last text message you received?: Jem confirming that 5:00 pm tomorrow is okay for her to come over.
14. Honestly, are you in denial?: Um... no?
15. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night?: I'm usually still up in the middle of the night.
16. Honestly, do you like anyone?: STOP REPEATING QUESTIONS, YOU STUPID SURVEY!! Anyway, yes, honestly, I do. My husband, of course. Well, it's love, obviously, but of course I like him as well. Duh. Also, if you translate "like" as "have a crush on", then... well, just guess. I'm not dumb enough to mention his name in a public entry, lest he stumble across this...
17. Honestly, does anyone like you?: My husband. <3 Again with the love thing.
RAGE SECTION:
1. What do you do when you’re mad?: Tense myself up, shout, scream, hit things.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: No comment.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yep...
4. Do you swear when you’re mad?: Yup, I probably swear the most when I'm angry.
CRYING SECTION:
1. When was the last time you actually cried?: Earlier today.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?: I can't remember.
3. Do certain songs make you cry?: Yeah.
4. What usually makes you cry?: Sad things. (Duh.)
HAPPY SECTION:
1. Are you usually a happy person?: It depends on where I am and who I'm with.
2. What makes you the happiest?: Spending time with Euan.
3. What song makes you always happy?: Many of them.
4. Do you believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?: It depends on who's saying it. Most of the time I do get happy and feel flattered, other times I just get cynical and assume they're just saying that. I don't take compliments well. Other times, I can get creeped out if I distrust the person saying it.
Time to wash hair now. Night night, all.