Worry, worry, worry
Urgh. Mary was irritating the shit out of me all day long (what else is new?), but at least I was able to sneak out of lessons every now and then to calm down.
I had to wander into town at lunchtime, in order to give mum my camera films so she could take them to be developed later. I was going to develop them at college, but, after a dispute with Mary (aka "The Vile Bitch"), I decided against it. I don't want her ranting at me any more than she does already, thank you very much.
It seems as though I've been "opening up" more often than I should today. First I was talking to Kate about how bad I've been feeling recently (both physically and emotionally), my worries and suchlike. Then, later on, I had to go to the doctors to voice my concerns about my headaches, and he ended up asking me if I was depressed or worried.
Now, I'm rather certain that I'm not depressed, so of course I answered "No" to that question, but the amount of times I worry.... bloody hell. College, not being able to find a job, and those closest to me are the things that worry me the most, so I had no choice but to mention these to him. Well, alright, I didn't mention my job worries, but no matter.
Anyway, he ended up giving me a prescription for some new migraine tablets. Why he couldn't put me back on the tablets I used to take, I have no idea, but eh. I'll give these new ones a try.
It's strange. I've been suffering from regular headaches since I was very young, but they seem to be getting a lot worse recently. Hmmmmm, it's probably college stress.
What happened afterwards? Not a lot, but I'll type it up anyway:
- Had a MacDonald's. Discovered that the stupid kid had served us the wrong food. Mum complained, and swapped the extra hamburger for the cheeseburger that we ordered - and ended up recieving two for the price of one. Heh.
- Came home. Sat around for a bit.
- Walked up to the corner shop with mum to get some milk. Walked back home.
I feel so.... odd at the moment. Maybe I'll go and take some online quizzes, or something along those lines.
I had to wander into town at lunchtime, in order to give mum my camera films so she could take them to be developed later. I was going to develop them at college, but, after a dispute with Mary (aka "The Vile Bitch"), I decided against it. I don't want her ranting at me any more than she does already, thank you very much.
It seems as though I've been "opening up" more often than I should today. First I was talking to Kate about how bad I've been feeling recently (both physically and emotionally), my worries and suchlike. Then, later on, I had to go to the doctors to voice my concerns about my headaches, and he ended up asking me if I was depressed or worried.
Now, I'm rather certain that I'm not depressed, so of course I answered "No" to that question, but the amount of times I worry.... bloody hell. College, not being able to find a job, and those closest to me are the things that worry me the most, so I had no choice but to mention these to him. Well, alright, I didn't mention my job worries, but no matter.
Anyway, he ended up giving me a prescription for some new migraine tablets. Why he couldn't put me back on the tablets I used to take, I have no idea, but eh. I'll give these new ones a try.
It's strange. I've been suffering from regular headaches since I was very young, but they seem to be getting a lot worse recently. Hmmmmm, it's probably college stress.
What happened afterwards? Not a lot, but I'll type it up anyway:
- Had a MacDonald's. Discovered that the stupid kid had served us the wrong food. Mum complained, and swapped the extra hamburger for the cheeseburger that we ordered - and ended up recieving two for the price of one. Heh.
- Came home. Sat around for a bit.
- Walked up to the corner shop with mum to get some milk. Walked back home.
I feel so.... odd at the moment. Maybe I'll go and take some online quizzes, or something along those lines.