I made a shocking discovery last night. I only have $14.41 in my bank account. After the initial excitement of seeing that it was a palindrome, it finally hit me that I am much broker than I thought I was. F*ck. I need my checks! So. Modeling is on hold until I actually get paid (I guess it's about $450 now if it all sells) for my work since I can't even afford to take a bus or train anywhere. Or even withdraw any money. Hmm. Anyone want to make a PayPal donation? icould_sleep@yahoo.com.
I've been sort of angry and depressed lately and I don't know why. Then my mom had to call and criticize me some more. She wouldn't shut up, so I hung up on her. I just want her to forget about me.
Here is Drew rabidly eating a muffin after the SuicideGirls show:
And me eating a rose
Chloe threw at me:
One of the girls onstage had really stinky feet. She was in 2 acts and I have no clue who she was. But
Fanny stole my heart.
I'm going to go watch Kill Bill Vol. 1 until I feel better.
[edit] I watched Kill Bill and found
the girl with the stinky feet! I still feel like shit. It's funny how people care more about your naked boobies than your financial problems. I'm considering stopping the free pics or going friends only.