this is for yesterday, and some today
Hey today, (monday) was ok, i almost fell asleep in english today, but oh well, it is fine, becuase i didn't. then yeaterday's game was ok, we lost but the score was 3-1. that is not bad. but then during the first half, we got scored on once, then twice on the second half. We scored in the middle for the second half. And there are people on my outdoor team that is going to be on my indoor team, which is ok, but there are some people that i really dont want on the indoor team, but that is another story. And then duing the first half, my assistant coach was yelling at me, becuase he didn't hear me talk, and he was yelling at me to talk more, and i have nothing to say. And then i would do everything that i do, and he would still yell at me, and it just got annoying, and then somebody on the team we yelling at me to get the ball and it was nowhere near me, and then im like "i know, gosh" and then my sweeper called for a sub right after i said that, and she go to the bench and she is talking about me behind my back, and telling everybody that i told her to shut up, and i never said that. she is telling lies, and that pissed me off. and then still during the first half the ass. coach we warming up, someody else for goalie like he was going to take me out, so when it was half-time i went to my bag, and took my goalie stuff off, and then my ass. coach told me to put my stuff back on and then i said no, and then everybody is coming up to me that didn't have a problem with me, and was telling me that i had to play, becuase i am doing great, and they were telling me that i was doing great and that i had to get back in there and just suck it up, and deal with it, and that is hard for me to do, because i have a temper like my dad, and that is avery bad temper. i hate it that i have a temper like that. So then the second half i sucked it up,a nd i went out there, and i did great i just had very very sucky defence, becuase my sweeper was mad at me, for something that i never did. And that was how my game went. well yeah. g2g. love ya tonz!! ttyl! and it really helps that i can type this and tell somebody, if somebody reads this, that would be great and it would be even more better if somebody told me something that i can do, or just tell me that it is ok. ~AmY~